Down the waterfall, wherever it may take me

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( When I’m feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street, I look above and I know I'll always be blessed with love. )

Whenever I write in here, I like to break the virtual ice with an interesting question. So, here goes: If you had to describe yourself in three words, what would they be and why?

I feel like I've been too self absorbed lately; like I haven't been paying enough attention to things that matter. I'm sorry if I ignored anyone unintentionally. It's just weird, I guess. My birthday was weird. I can't stop thinking about it. I'm nineteen. It's the first year I didn't celebrate with my family. My brother called and filled me in on what was happening back home. I miss him a lot, and it hit me again how different my life is without them. Sometimes I even wonder how different their life is without me, and I get pushed with overwhelming nostalgia. It's like falling into a well; the only way to freedom is up, following the light, but the walls around me are slippery and sometimes it's hard to find my grip. But, in the end, I'm lucky, because I know someone who can help pull me out. I just have to close my eyes and open up the trust I know I have within me.